Who's gonna watch the watchers watching those who watch

Between NSA and listening in on cell phones to prevent terrorism ( which I think is a food thing) but at the cost of our privacy. Then u get prepaid cards too high of an amount they I'd you. I went to and money at western union and said to me are you from France? I said no why? I visited thre. Even western I om keeps track of what we send and receive. Which is again ok but when you start entangling together your telling me the politicians and police aren't gonna cross the lines. I always hated politics I am not a registered voter. I think the most. Or riot people arête people in government. And I am even wondering will I get harassed for even venting. Then you take police and local officials and the programs to help inner city at risk abusers and I just read they may have to limit wired. I garters and caffeine. Gee I thought that was over the counter? I. Occasional smoke Turkish cig/ cigars and I love my caffeine. I Armenian I love Turkish coffee. So I want to kno when does it end? I already On my way! The answer it doesn't we are too far gone and society is too out of control me included with technology. That's why all the fighting is going on power,struggles war or stupidity death it's horrible and we all know it but it still goes on. I am in such awe i am speechless from words out my mouth and anyone who knows me knows that's a serious statement! 

What do u do when people just act like lib don't even have a word for

was honest and discouraged a younger guy from Puruing me. He kept thinkkng there was a chance. He called late at night and I was a fiend don't get me wrong and we did have I good calls. But he pushed me to the point of being mean w my words so mean. I feel badly about that. He just kept poking the bear and I didn't know what to do l insulted his male parts and retaliated in a vengeful way and even though I am not giving him the power to make me decide to be here maybe Ita a sign to move? I have been wanting to for a while. I was told by him on several I axions his uncle who is a captain is a jerk. I don't know so obviously I can't verify it. Then he has told me several occasions about his cousin. Patrol police officer who takes from the evidence room and sometimes from people he has caught. This to me says I may be harassed in the future and the way he called a friend of mine and said that he would do20 worse then what he did to me and he in my eyes did Something way way Imature and spiteful. Compre to me!