Thursday, June 12, 2014

Democracy ? I don't think so !

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Grieving someone isn't always ment it's bad that your grieving.

Your missing that person that you loved, cared for, and were two peas in a pod. I have anxiety yeah but when you tell someone that they think your nuts. I have spent myself in entertainment of some form since I was 5 years old. So when I am in my don time I like my privacy and I do not like it pried into. Also it doesn't mean you need help that you are on the way to the boobie hatch. It just means I egg anxious around crowds and sometimes in my neighborhood bc I am near the city and everything going on in the news it does bother me this country and our involvement in stuff that really isn't our business and whs the repercussions could be to us. I also think that instead of pigeon holing me that someone should understand the spectrum of my lifestyle and I don't hate people I am not anxious bc of my dad passing. I am more motivated to succeed and do well In life to honor him.  

Also, I have been judged on my hyper behavior I am happy win who I am and people who have known me for several years know this about mt as well. So why is it that we habe monitors montering us. Whose montering them? 

Monday, May 26, 2014

Ok I am hyper person naturally a lot of people who know me several years know that about me.

Sometimes people who aren't used to me may think wow she drinks a lot of coffee. I used to mad I loved it but I prefer tea now still w caffeine but not much. I don't need to for energy so to say sometimes to get day started but my hyper personality has gotten a lot of things successful accomplished bc I am aggressive and I am a go getter. And I am not some one who bends to what the general public calls "normal" whatever you believe in god , gods, universe whTevr I believe we are all made and not to be changed we should accept each other and not try to mold each other to fit puzzle pieces that the state or government feels we shoud. Oh yeah because there way is the right way! 
So it's ok to get in my business can I get in yours. Do masturnate a lot? What do u do? Do u dins you talk loud? Or your your hyper? Hey I don't try to change people I accept them for who they are. I don't mind improvement and a little healthy criticism but trying to cast me into the mold and hold me down bc you feel my way isn't right well that to me is way way wrong! 

I am happy with who I am I look, in mirror and i don't have problem w me. And If I don't like so,some I am not their friend so if someone doesmt like me it is the same. I don't cUse problems so I appreciate when people respect my way of privacy and I will do the same. Everyone has dirt if someone digs dirt on me I do the same.

I am referring to th way bug brother is watching we have traffic cams cell phones drones NSA wire taps watching emails please can someone tell me when we became the old USSR communist Russo please! 

Saturday, May 17, 2014

Who's gonna watch the watchers watching those who watch

Between NSA and listening in on cell phones to prevent terrorism ( which I think is a food thing) but at the cost of our privacy. Then u get prepaid cards too high of an amount they I'd you. I went to and money at western union and said to me are you from France? I said no why? I visited thre. Even western I om keeps track of what we send and receive. Which is again ok but when you start entangling together your telling me the politicians and police aren't gonna cross the lines. I always hated politics I am not a registered voter. I think the most. Or riot people arĂȘte people in government. And I am even wondering will I get harassed for even venting. Then you take police and local officials and the programs to help inner city at risk abusers and I just read they may have to limit wired. I garters and caffeine. Gee I thought that was over the counter? I. Occasional smoke Turkish cig/ cigars and I love my caffeine. I Armenian I love Turkish coffee. So I want to kno when does it end? I already On my way! The answer it doesn't we are too far gone and society is too out of control me included with technology. That's why all the fighting is going on power,struggles war or stupidity death it's horrible and we all know it but it still goes on. I am in such awe i am speechless from words out my mouth and anyone who knows me knows that's a serious statement! 

Thursday, May 15, 2014

What do u do when people just act like lib don't even have a word for

was honest and discouraged a younger guy from Puruing me. He kept thinkkng there was a chance. He called late at night and I was a fiend don't get me wrong and we did have I good calls. But he pushed me to the point of being mean w my words so mean. I feel badly about that. He just kept poking the bear and I didn't know what to do l insulted his male parts and retaliated in a vengeful way and even though I am not giving him the power to make me decide to be here maybe Ita a sign to move? I have been wanting to for a while. I was told by him on several I axions his uncle who is a captain is a jerk. I don't know so obviously I can't verify it. Then he has told me several occasions about his cousin. Patrol police officer who takes from the evidence room and sometimes from people he has caught. This to me says I may be harassed in the future and the way he called a friend of mine and said that he would do20 worse then what he did to me and he in my eyes did Something way way Imature and spiteful. Compre to me! 

Friday, May 2, 2014

Realization people are crazy and just sometimes don't realize how crazy

I knew a friend of mine was a bit nutty had his issues but still tried to be a friend. Tried to distance myself but still be friendly.and of course I cared it was a friend but now I am dealing w dorm bc I became friends w someone w obvious issues. I also am a private person and knew this person could never keep trap shut and wasn't really someone to trust. A rat! A rodent! But I guess in my heart no matter when you argue even it's bad arguments w friends or you go months w out talking. I always know w my real friends I don't have to doubt them even when I say to them I don't want to talk to you. But this one whole new ball game no deduction and trueness to friends the minute you are fighting they turn on you like a demon. Well that's the difference in generations nod the new age of people without honor and code in friendship. Such a sham such a waste of spACE and I know I believe in karma and the universe so strongly I feel bad the universe and it's retribution.  Bottom Line karma a bitch!

Monday, March 3, 2014

OK this will date me a bit ... but.. its a good store.. Anyone remember the Facts of Life... ?

the Facts of Life.... tutti!   blaire... etc..
ok well I loved tutti

I always wanted braces like tutti... not knowing that getting braces was going to be torture and I wouldn't have them for a few years. I had them for five torturous years.  This is before gloves were mandatory in the health field. The dentist who worked on my teeth was a fire engine red head which was fine but he had such hairy knuckles.  I felt like he enjoyed causing pain. And there were about ten chairs lined up in a semi-circle side by side and that's how us children were seen.  Like were part of the manufacturer plant. lol. 

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