Grieving someone isn't always ment it's bad that your grieving.

Your missing that person that you loved, cared for, and were two peas in a pod. I have anxiety yeah but when you tell someone that they think your nuts. I have spent myself in entertainment of some form since I was 5 years old. So when I am in my don time I like my privacy and I do not like it pried into. Also it doesn't mean you need help that you are on the way to the boobie hatch. It just means I egg anxious around crowds and sometimes in my neighborhood bc I am near the city and everything going on in the news it does bother me this country and our involvement in stuff that really isn't our business and whs the repercussions could be to us. I also think that instead of pigeon holing me that someone should understand the spectrum of my lifestyle and I don't hate people I am not anxious bc of my dad passing. I am more motivated to succeed and do well In life to honor him.  

Also, I have been judged on my hyper behavior I am happy win who I am and people who have known me for several years know this about mt as well. So why is it that we habe monitors montering us. Whose montering them?