kids can be cruel i know from experience

when i lived in quaker street kids were cruel.  i didn't come from money i was pudgey b/c i was miserable.  i tried to to fit in being nice, being quiet and invisible, joining soccer.  nothing seemed to work. when i thought people were my friends i was wrong.  i always seemed to get hurt. so i went inside and played video games and listened to madonna and michael jackson. i also read everything on madonna. she really helped me through a hard time in my life through her music and michael jackson's.
i remember one halloween i thought i was finally going out and having fun. of course the boys i was hanging with had eggs and whipped cream and we were being bad!  and inside i knew it and just didn't want to be alone. but then towards the end what do they do to me. spray paint my jeans my dad bought me. they weren't cheap and my family was on a budget.  i didn't say anything to my family b/c i wasn't a rat.  but this is the abuse i put up with from my peers. 
   

negative neighbor and little bird

tonight.. a little sparrow got into the hallway of my apt building. i opened the door in the downstairs hallway so it could eventually ... hopefully... find its way out...

i called the super and he said thats the best i could do ... and they would check in the morning.

my just evil downstairs neighbor came home and closed it.. i went in hallway.. with bird flying at me .. b/c it was going back and forth wall to wall on top floor.. (where i am) and went down and put door open again.. told her with her right there to leave it open showed her the bird. she sees it flying and says..."isn't there anything you can spray it with"... like its a roach!!!

i tell her.. its a innocent little bird.. let the door stay so it can get out!

she shuts it again an hr later.
i go downstairs and tie the door open with twine!
shower and i hear her out there and cutting the twine!
i can't open the door or stand in hallway b/c bird is winging by my head.
so i have to tell her threw crack.. leave door open super said to do that.
she said.. "the bird is comfortable just let it die"..
i mean who says that.. ?
i know its a bird.. and alot of people might not care.. but if you can prevent its death and be humane why not?
and to say it like the way she did just nausiated me!

i told her "you know what its on your hands if it dies"..." if you are like that then its death is on you and i see who you are"...

sorry to vent but it tells me alot about the persons character just by her words!!